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I know that someday you’ll be alone. Someday, inevitably, you’ll be resident to that dark corner of the mind that I hate. I’ve been in that corner, everyone has. It’s the corner that repels the happy memories and feeds off insecurities. I’ve sat alone in that corner, with my knees to my chest sobbing into my pillow and wishing I was 7 again, wishing for better times, wishing for happier places. I can’t remove that corner from your mind, and I can’t be there to wipe your cheeks and hold your hands when that feeling of despair washes away your smile.
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I’ve made two promises tonight. The first was a promise to give this to you.
This is a promise to a girl named Kay. A promise to steal her curly fries and to buy her chocolate soy milk. It’s a promise to rush out of class just so I can walk with her to lunch. This is a promise to say what she needs to hear and to listen even when I don’t know what we’re talking about. This is a promise to always believe in her, even when she doesn’t believe in herself. It’s a promise to know who she really is, no matter what she does or how crazy she gets. A promise to let her
Not My StoryNot my story I’m sitting here with the image of her still in my eyes. I don’t want to close them because I know the after sight of her glowing skin can only take so many blinks. I guess this is the beginning of the end for her story. I don’t mean that in a droll, foreboding end-of-the-world way like it might sound, but that she’s finally going to get her happy ending. I wish I could be happier for her, but all I feel right now is selfish. She’s getting what she deserves, a man who will treat her the way she needs, and all I can think of is how it’s not me. Yesterday it would have been a different storNot My Story
For You KKYou decided to do it. You left me standing here, not alone, but still very lonley. I just saw you yesterday. You laughed at me, we laughed together. We didn't say good-bye, just, "See you later.", and that was it. But I'll never see you again, there won't be a 'later'. You'll never insult me, or mock me, or punch me in the arm ever again. I'll never get to see you in that red hoodie of yours, coming to make me laugh or be thrown off balance when you jump on my back ever again. Nothing anyone can say will change that. You're gone and you're not coming back. I've lost you. I just hope that, wherever you are, you know how much I loved you and hoFor You KK
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